Will I ever know what it means to be a writer,
will I ever compose that one great love poem
or guide a reader into a realm they’ve never seen,
or am I doomed to just sit here in the darkened space
struggling with finding those elusive words
that just won’t come no matter how much I call
sitting outside of my vision taunting me as I write.
So, I sit here alone surrounded by the wisdom
of writers who have struggled in their own right
and the ghosts of so many who have long since gone
who wrote those now classic works that live still today.
Will I ever know what it means, really, really means.